Fuck You.

I'm feeling really angry right now and i don't know why. actually, i do, it's a feeling that things in my life are not in my control. and that's angry, as well as stupid.

for a guy who purports to be good at improv, i have some serious control issues.

it's a childish thing, and a stupid thing, the childishness and stupidity of which makes me even more angry.

i'm forced to be feeling things and doing things which i don't want to, and it pisses me off.

i suppose dealing with it this way is the healthiest option, as opposed to, say, bombing a random country for supposedly doing some shit which we can make up after the fact...the meddlesome truth of whether they did it or no, that shit's for the next guy to deal with...and that's what Pardons are for.

so other than bombing the shit out of people if such armaments are within your disposal, what is actually a good and reasonable way to handle this shit?(wow, how many times am I saying shit this post? start a drinking game at your own risk) hmm...let's look to the role models:

my dad is angry he didn't do what he wanted for a living...kept it bottled up inside, sporadic bursts of assholeness to the rest of us.
my uncle never really got it together and made shit work, expresses it to the world when hammered; general reaction of 'Ugh...Come On.'

Neither option particularly appealing...and yoga and meditation is for pussies. drinking gets you posts like these.