Non-Leaf related.

Cuz I just don't care anymore.
I'm 35 fricken years old now...and heres how it looks:

My annual rib injury is slowly healing so that it doesn't hurt constantly to lay down.

There's a crazy woman living upstairs who is the wife of my landlord who seems to think it's my fault there are no proper sound-deadening walls in the house.

A woman who I thought was giving me a lift home tonight asked me 'Why are you getting in my car'...turns out she was talking to someone else when she offered them a lift, and that I 'Shouldn't assume' things...this woman is the worst person ever.

I had some thoughts about Buddhism after reading a book and doing some mind-relaxing exercises and came to the conclusion that:
-When you watch something, say, a Hockey Game, it is impossible to watch a team you care about(not that I currently have one) and see what is really happening. One needs to watch without a Want in order to see the Reality.

-We often hear actors say the Human Body is their 'Instrument'....like a compass or musical instrument, I suppose. My understanding of the definition of 'Instrument' is that it is to Detect What is There. That's it. An instrument has no brain. So we'd all be better off if we stopped thinking so much and just detect and respond to What is There.

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