I had a realization this morning as I was standing in the bathroom: there will come a day that I die. I have no idea WHY this hit me, other than the fact that my bathroom is a pretty fucking depressing place which I really should find a way to somehow brighten up...but for some reason after brushing my teeth I realized that dying is not some theoretical event, it WILL happen. I remember having a similar thought about this when I was a kid, waking up in the middle of the night and crying about it.
I was hit by another thought while walking down the sidewalk an hour later, and maybe this was WHY I had the first thought, which was, to get to the second thought which was: Dying is something which everyone is guaranteed to do at some point...but what happens immediately afterwards is still a huge fucking mystery, but chances are, it'll be the biggest thing you do...well..ever.
in comparison, accomplishing the stuff you want to do in this life seems relatively easy...because If you can die, you can do anything.
I may just put that on a T-shirt.
4 comments:
Oh well, Like you always tell me
"You sleep When YOU DIE!!" See? I'm Right! Oh! exzactamundo!!
-natasha
I'll be first in line to buy one of those t-shirts...you just blew my mind.
I also want a t-shirt that says "EXZACTAMUNDO!!"....perhaps it should say "If you can die, you can do anything" on the front, and "EXZACTAMUNDO!!" on the back in neon lettering.
Awesome.
I didn't know you cried about it ..must talk about it must have affected you ...bboo Hoooo
all kids think about that...jusst noticed the time deb wrote her comment 11:11 interesting...
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