For some reason I've been feeling kind of...out of it for the last week or so. I've booked my flight to Toronto for Dec.19 'till Jan.9, but mentally, it feels like I've already checked out and am kind of 'Phoning in' with life until I leave....sooo looking forward to seeing Natasha and the rest of my family and pals that it's tough to concentrate on the moment-to-moment stuff of daily life here.
But why? It's not like things here suck...or are boring. On the contrary, I'm doing this cool clown-type thing and even getting paid for it, Tony and Tina's is sorta alright, I'm living in the cool west-end apartment, I play pickup hockey once a week, I just found a fairly cheap bar closeby to watch the Leafs lose(which seems to be happening on an alarmingly regular basis)... hell, I'm even 'Gettin' some' as the kids say, frequently. So why the doldrums? Dunnno. I turn 3_ in 2 days, maybe that's it.
Probably the best solution to these funky blues is to find an outlet for all the creative junk that's been building up in me these past few months. I've got some stuff inside me that needs to come out, and the buildup is becoming a backup. Time to crap out some comedy, folks.
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